hi.

i wish i could tell you that i'm feeling great, but i'm not. all these changes within myself, emotionally and physically, have caused me to go throughout the week in roller coaster motion.

i just wish that some people would understand.

i woke up today to almost 20 emails. i opened up the first one i thought was important, read it, and said fuck it. i don't want to deal with whiners and complainers who can do it on their own and who are too damn lazy to do it themselves. i left all the other ones unread. don't wanna deal with it right now.

i need to stop being so judgmental. it can be hard to pass judgment, but i guess the more open i can learn to become, the less i can say, "i don't like these kind of people." you know, everyone has their own story for them being the way that they are. even if the way that they are may throw us off sometime. i have no right to judge anyone. i have no right to choose the people i meet. they just fall on your lap and you have to accept them for who they are... the good and the bad because we all have both sides, no one is perfect, but we are all God's masterpiece.

currently reading:

it's a pretty intense book and i don't want to put it down. it's pretty dense though. i'll let you know when i'm finished.

other than that, happy hump day!