Need a break

I have done a lot of things in my life that I don't really regret, but I know things could have played differently and maybe even the way I wanted them to.

I seriously CANNOT wait to get out this weekend. I HATE being called selfish, especially since everything I have chosen to do was never for my sake. Me moving back home was not for me. Me not moving back to LA is not for me. I don't need a trophy, but a little bit of credit would be nice. I do what I can with what I have and although there are times that I've fallen short, I tried.

Anyway, there are many times I just wanna pack my things and just peace out. That's just in my nature-- to change my surroundings from time to time. Of course I don't have the freedom to do that anymore because I have responsibilities to attend to. I am honored that God chose me to be a mother.

I'm a fish. I need a bigger pond so I can grow. I just know I'm exhausted and I need a break.