it's OK to be human.

this was the card i was dealt.
it's not a high card.
a low card.
i felt like i was a queen.
i have a king who has no crown.
how do i handle this card?
i can't turn it away. this was given to me.
bound to my environment.
gray clouds cry vinegar rain burn an inferno
ripping through the definition entitled "me."
what the f do i do with this card?
let it flow. adrenaline through my veins.
head aches, shook nerves.
sensations i do not understand.
sensations i am aware of.
this is what i was dealt.
what do you do with the card that was dealt?
this is what i was dealt.
i know it can be worse. there's a reason though.
maybe it's to increase your chances of winning.
i still want the prize.
this is what i was dealt.
if He will bring me to it, He'll bring me through it.